For far too long

For so long I relied on myself to be a better person. I always fought hard but with minimal results. But the truth is, I cannot make myself anything. God already formed me and placed with in each one of us a plan, a spiritual DNA if you will that has the potential to blossom into a wonderful gift. We all are master pieces of God. I have found in Christ the faith and the Love to completely trust and surrender to the wonderful plan of God. Just simply abide in the vine and the sap of the Holy Spirit will produce the fruit. It is the most natural or should I say supernatural process. It has never been about my effort but simply my trust and faith in the goodness of God.

In my 42 years I have tested and have come to know the goodness of God. Those who want to paint God as angry, mean, judgmental have come to late because I already know God. God is Love.....God is not loving but God is Love itself.

I have not always understood or been right by what I have believed but God has always been faithful, met me where I was and led me into greater truth. I have not arrived, in fact I know less now then I ever thought I did....but isnt that what faith is.....not having it all figured out but still trusting a good generous God.

It has taken me a long time to get here....and I relied on myself and others for far too long, but now I am on an amazing journey with more faith and trust in God then ever....look out world because God is transforming this ole boy!